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F(eel)ings

Missed deadlines, training regimens, and unpredictable injuries.
F(eel)ings
Later that week, we returned to the beach and this puppy fell asleep in my arms while the moon rose.

F(eel)ings. We’ve all had them. August has been a month of them.

When I came home from Hewnoaks Artist Residency, I felt I had undergone a transformation of mind and body. Part of keeping that transformation alive was running. I signed up for a half marathon and began a training program. I felt very alive and also had very annoying and self-important logistical announcements about how many miles I needed to run on any particular day.

The other part of keeping the transformation alive was working doggedly on a feature story—my first magazine feature story, and more significantly, perhaps, my first published piece on elvers/eels, after having been fascinated by them for years. I was planning to turn the story in the day before we left for a trip to visit family in Rhode Island. I thought I would be turning the story in a day before the deadline, the thought of which made me feel quite chuffed.

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